A Drop in the Ocean

skittycakes:

i know i’m supposed to be happy for you, and i am. don’t get me wrong, i really am happy for you… i just can’t help but feel jealous too.

Do you ever have those random times where you start remembering shit from the past? It hurts you so bad, it just hits you in the chest like a shock. You get the feeling that you want to burst into tears, but you’re holding it back. You can feel the pain on the inside of your body. But all you can do is sit there. Sit there in pain, while you remember all those thoughts that’s just killing your mind.

• ”I’ve lost feelings for you”.
• ”I think we should just be friends”.
• ”There’s someone else”.
• ”I still have feelings for my ex”.
• ”I don’t know what I want”.
• ”I can’t do this anymore”.
• ”It’s over”..

you’re the only one that exists in my world. I don’t feel like replying or talking to anyone else.